making me feel that August… I know we’re coming, we’re,
we’re coming into the month of August, we’re in the
month of August now, but he’s showing me an anniversary or
birthday around the 21st or 22nd of August that connects with you.
[no reaction to this] And he’s
making me feel that when he went to heaven, alright? With this heart
condition it wasn’t the first heart attack, heart problem,
that he had. He would have visited two hospitals or he would have
been in, the hospital twice over this heart condition [Tracey
appears to be wiping her eyes]. Would you understand this
he’s saying to me that there is.., I’ve got to say this
to you, there’s an issue, with you about feeling guilty, about
not being there on one occasion. I’m, I’m terribly sorry.
I’m only going to tell you what he’s telling me about,
okay, if I may?
is aware of a problem that you’ve had with your left foot.
Around here there should be a scar or a problem around there. Because
he is talking about you having a fall alright? [no
reaction to this] But
he’s telling me about you…. [as if he’s hearing
a voice] Okay. He’s ever so pleased to be here. [Tracey
smiles and wipes her eyes] He’s ever so pleased, and
he’s just saying to me, you did not expect communication from
him this evening but you’ve hoped to have communication from
him on another occasion.
taking off a ring and giving it to you, okay? Would you have a ring
that belongs to your mum – not him, but to your mum, that
shakes her head to indicate not]
“Are you sure?” [then, as if talking to the ‘spirit’]
“Could we find it?”
you’re saying no, he’s saying yes. Could I discuss this
with you? I don’t want to argue. I’d like to discuss
this with you.
I went to your bedroom, okay? Imagine being in your bedroom. There
is a chest of drawers, like to the bottom right hand side of the
bed. This is how he’s go.. it’s like… recently
been put there over the weekend, over last weekend. You’ve
moved some furniture in your bedroom.”
reaction to this]
“No.” [& shakes head]
“Okay you’ll say no, I’ll, he’ll say yes.
The furniture that it’s on….
interrupts, “I haven’t moved the furniture.”
“Are you sure? I’ll be wrong. I hate it but
I’ll be wrong. [audience laughs]
Okay? But he
is saying to me this is the jewellery that he is referring to. Okay?
And he wants to confirm to you that, yes, you have seen him since
he passed over.”
shaking of head by Tracey. She also looks a little
“It’s like you mentioned this… Does this make
sense to you?”
“Are you sure? He is showing me, like where you would keep,
I don’t want to be rude, your ‘jewellery bits’.
That’s how he’s describing it. And there’s a ring
in there that is either fractured or broken that belongs, not to
you, but to another lady and he’s talking about your mum.”
“Would you understand that?”
can I come to the bottom of your stairs? He’s talking about
either you’ve just redecorated or just done something at the
bottom of the stairs like painting or doing, done something there
and he was watching you and you saw him there.”
“’Cause there’s a photograph. You know where the
bottom of the stairs is? There is a photograph very close to [indistinct]
him. Is there not?”
“Now you said ‘no’ to me. I don’t mind,
I accept ‘no’s’. Have you not just decorated or
painted where that photograph is?”
“Recently, not ‘just’…
“Okay. This is his ‘just’, alright? If it’s
10 years ago, 2 years ago I don’t wanna know. It’s like
he is saying this to me. Look, That’s his message, that’s
his information to you. Alright? That’s how he comes across
and he really was looking forward to getting through to this evening.
Only for this reason. Obviously to tell you he loves you, that goes
without saying. But he is saying this, and I don’t wanna be
disrespectful. He forgives you. There was an issue that you wanted
his forgiveness for and he’s saying, ‘there’s
nothing to forgive’ so you’re forgiven. [no
like a big thing with you, over his passing. He’s not going
too deeply into this ‘cause he doesn’t….. divided
the family in some way. Or there was a split in the family. Do you
“And he’s like, I’m not even going there ‘cause
it just doesn’t matter to him. Okay? And he’s fine.
I hope you are. I’ll say God bless you. Alright. Thank you.”
shown wiping her eyes]
Presenter (Kate): “Let me have a quick word
with Tracey. You looked quite emotional about that. How much of
that really felt as though it was ringing true?”
“All of it.”
“..so you do have a father that was called Michael?”
“A grandfather, that was called Michael?”
“No, but my cousin who he lives with is called Michael and
my dad and my brother are called John. And there’s a split
in the family with John and Michael’s mum.”
“Were you a believer before?”
“No. Well undecided. And I’ve just had a pet put down
as well, put to sleep. A dog.”
“Have you? So there we were 3 things for you that were completely
right. Do you think you’ll be a believer now?